Subtext

I am a person and I refuse to be judged for my illness.
I am speaking out and hoping someone will listen...
Showing posts with label OCD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label OCD. Show all posts

Sunday, February 19, 2012

When 'Good' OCD Goes Bad -or- the author's embarrassed ramblings

My whole family knew I had OCD before I did. I'd check every fork in the drawer until I found one that was absolutely clean. Even before that, when I was a little kid my parents would get annoyed with me because I'd stop drinking a soda once it started to go flat. Over the years I've gotten to the point where I can tell by watching the soda fountain whether it will be bad or good, syrupy or bitter.

I have a routine when I buy individual bottles at grocery stores. Sometimes the conveyor belts go too fast and knock them over, so I just hold onto them. Well I was at the store today and decided to get myself a coke. All was going as usual until at the very end of the transaction I see that the cashier decided to put my soda in the bag, and it was on its side! I felt like all the blood drained out of my face. After I got my receipt and managed to get it all sorted out, I left with my tail between my legs. I was upset because of what happened and because I was embarrassed.